freeverse

and then you start typing.

i finger the keys like a piano. the melodic rhythm of the board and the sight of the graceful movements my hand does when i type is awesome. your blood runs through your whole body and your brain starts to shiver and you punch the keys without ever thinking what you need to write; what else is needed to be written. it is impossible to stop as you tremble and focus every hit to a single letter that would make up a word that your mind dictates. this is all just a mind game. coordination and subordination and endless chatter of letters all jammed up and ready to be released into the world.

and i am now caught by the riptide of jumbled words trying to seek synergy and without a doubt failing and since this is the first time i am doing this, i might as well do this again.

let the madness reign over me.

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just one experiment. typing continuously without much thinking of what to write. oh well, i'll go back to my genjutsu training.

validation

i had almost fallen prey to sacrificing myself in lieu of getting in favor with the social network. it is funny that i had almost created a new identity, something in semblance of me but a totally different path... one that i fear may consume my method of writing. almost at the point of simile with others.

yes, i was guilty to have spent hours tweaking css and brain storming for content that i had almost left my original blogs to the deep recesses of the blogosphere. i am thankful that i did not wander that path.

sometimes, you just need real people to validate you, for you to know that you are.