a moment of silence

so, there were a lot of minutes spent alone nowadays. the room seems bigger without someone to bug you every now and then for a smile. or grab your arm and bellow out a big laugh just because he feels like it. you type words in your blog and spend an eternity staring at the flat monitor in front of you without having to check if someone is still asleep at the foot of your bed. you don't bother checking the time anymore because you don't have someone worrying that you're staying up so late in the night.

you are now alone. you don't have someone taking every friggin' minute of your writing time. you are free to write whatever you want without having to consider if you might hurt someone's feelings just because you are too honest with your words.

oh dear. singlehood is creeping up on me. i wonder how some people can just turn things off instantly. i wonder why other people seek closure.

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